"Etertain my faith"
branches bending to greet me, to whisper me isn't helping.
entertain my faith, i don't know how but it must be done.
is it you who's meant to do it? or is it me?
do i need to go away to the clouds to find myself?
the world is free but I'm trapped.
My words gibberish
my mind chaotic
my thoughts suicidal.
my body numb
my faith drooping low.
my music revolutionary lifeless body is what I am now.
I need to take control on my faith.
i need to take the keys from all of them
must drive my own self before they crash me and leave me on the hospital bed.
The breeze is lovely, the birds sings lovely, the trees are dancing. they want me to join.
Don't they know its rude to mock the paralyzed?
I will show them how to live freely but i need to get out of the cage.
when is it all going change
i think its high time i take a gun and good the culprit of this.
shoot it loud and hard and feel no regret but a pleasure
make a mess of the mess thats been haunting me
did i tell you i can run? i can run good and far.
dont trigger it
i will if my guts are fillled with adrenaline and anger
dont dare me
i can take a red rose and kill it with the scribbles and chaos of my mind.
you must not come close to me
stay away
Im loosing my faith and you better stay away
i lost my halo, i dont know where you are
my faith is dripping like blood after one takes a knife and slits the throat.
